Monday, 24 March 2008 10:27

i'm in LOVE!!!!

Song: Join the Song - Vicky Beeching

this is something i have to blog about! God!!!!! alright first and foremost all GLORY and HONOR indeed belongs to GOD and GOD alone... i speak to my spirit man right now to be BOLD and be STRONG not in the things of the world but in GOD's eternal kingdom!!

i cannot really express how much i am inspired and hyped up about God...now its like as if i'm back in Tung Ling... anyway i blogging this down as a reminder that i will continue to keep this fire that took so darn long to start blaze like crazy... alright people...

GOD is good all the time and all the time GOD is good..

now notice its all!!! not sometimes but ALL the time...now how powerful is that? okay well lets see what can i do as an action plan for my desire to keep this flame in me burning...

1) Consistent Quality Time with God is very much important!
2) Worship daily
3) Pray daily

alright lets just start with these three... (:

Wednesday, 19 March 2008 07:50

okay its like the 3rd day of fasting and i encountered my nemesis yesterday while i accompanied my mom to the Thomson Medical Center for her minor minor surgery. Praise the Lord that everything went well..anyway back to my nemesis...it's like 7am and I was welcomed to the smells of FRESHLY baked Delifrance.. it was "evil" hahaha and while waiting it was a torture and at about 9am plus following my mom to the ward for prep before entering the operating theater JOLLIBEAN! urghhh...if you're wondering did I fall into temptation, i didnt hahha I prevailed!!! Through the Lord's help of course...

went to book my driving test date...gosh its 14th July thats like uber far away...anyway slept through out the whole day so its kinda booooorring!!! until the night hahha where a little surprise was going on...hehe

TODAY was the same...booorrringgg turned down a job offer though!! shucks! cos i'm having an expedition next week to Berkelah Falls. guess what i hadn't gone to ANY briefing at all so everything's mainly through the emails now...

saw this today online and its tempting!

Sunday, 16 March 2008 10:28

in a daze

Song: Everything to Me by Avalon

had cell bonding with my kids the previous night and I have to admit I'm feeling the aging process hahha okay thats stupid! i'm barely 20...but man I can't stay awake all night like i used to hahha i need my beauty sleep! anyway woke up to a great worship on Sunday morning and i must admit my church main worship team is improving leaps and bounds all of course by the grace of my Lord Jesus Christ.

anyway the message on Life can be Messy and Bad... didn't really have an impact on me. maybe because i'm so used to a messy and bad life that anything else is good hahahha...you know they say when you've reached your lowest point the only thing next is up. and i believe that is true and for the benefit of you peeps out there (whom they maybe) here's some tips from our Lord through David.

Psalm 55:1-23
go read it

Number 1...Share the feelings in your heart
i think the best person to share it with is God and of course someone whom you really trust and is capable and matured enough to help you out of it and not wallow in your crappy feelings.

Number 2... State the facts that hurt
let's face it...hurts my dear friends are real! now don't be some smart arse and start putting yourself through self-mutilation and thinking that "urgh! the pain i'm feeling now in my heart hurts more than this! (raahhhh! and start slashing yourself or punch the wall...blah blah blah) my question to you is. why then put yourself through more pain and hurt? aint it silly? now now..stating the facts of our hurts with God will not guarantee that we will feel better but hey it sure beats getting yourself severely injured right? and then again, state the hurts to someone again matured spiritually to support you in prayer.

Number 3... Stand by faith in Him
Him being Jesus. now Christ didn't bore our shame and pain so that we may only have eternal life but also that through His pain and suffering that we be healed and lack of no good thing. Remember no matter what, only God Himself is constant. The same yesterday, today and forevermore.

Between a defeated life and a victorious one, which would rather have?

the choice is YOURS to make

Thursday, 13 March 2008 04:05

gloomy, wet, bored...

Song: Beautiful Seed by Corrinne May

its been raining since forever. Quite puzzling actually, because isn't March supposed to be the start of the hot and humid season? Maybe the Earth is reacting to global warming, on this topic of the Earth. A few weeks back I worked in the kitchen and I came to a conclusion and that would be near impossible to save the Earth and even if it were possible it would not only require a stupendous amount of effort to get our dear Singaporeans to Reduce, Reuse and Recycle. Which I think the people who're trying so hard to convince our youths that saving the environment is cool and it starts with ME! is kinda cheesy? Let's face it. I'm sure when you first saw that you were probably mumbling to yourself how silly that sounds. Anyway, ever thought how many gallons of water let alone rubbish was wasted in a mere 10 hours, and thats just a day.

Let's do the math together to see my point. (:

There's an estimate of 35 major hotels (3 stars and above), this is just a conservative amount.
Assume there's a daily disposal of let's just say 50kg of rubbish. (this is just from the all the rooms in the hotel)
Assume a daily consumption of 1000 gallons of water (bathing, washing hands, clothes, floors, plates and the list goes on)

So...

Water:
1000 gallons x 35 hotels = 35000 gallons daily x 365 days = 12 775 000 gallons a year

Rubbish:
50kg x 35 hotels = 1750kg x 365 days = 638 750 kgs (638.75 tonnes) a year

Ladies and gentlemen thats a hell lot of waste a year and all figures are super conservative. This is just hotels. We haven't even include the individual households. So tell me how is it possible to negate a force we created for ourselves? As much as we choose to ignore it or try so hard to revert it, our Earth is dying my friends. How many years do we have left?

food for thought...

what concerns you most right now?

p.s you are the tune stuck in my head (: